Entry: Guilty Wednesday, July 26, 2006

A stupid little online survey asked me once what the most horrible feeling in the world was. Being fifteen at the time, I responded, " Well... sadness... I guess." But I, being young and an idiot, did not know that there was worse. The most horrible feeling in the world is not plain sadness or depression. It is guilt. It's knowing that you've done something irrevocable that will or that definitely has the potential to change your life for the worse - or someone's whom you love. And you have to live with it, because it isn't in your power to change it, or make it better. It's knowing that you did something bad when you knew better, and could have churned out a happier alternative ending. That sour, restless, boiling feeling builds and builds inside your stomach, but you know that for all your apologizing, the phrase I'm sorry is not going to cut it - won't erase what happened. It's just a sort of helpless situation until what happened becomes routine, or the person you've wronged gets over it.

Hell. Hell hell hell. Hell on wheels. Sometimes I'm a fucking idiot. But I'm better.

Will Harding University EVER STOP SENDING ME E-MAILS?! The answer is no, my friend. No and no and no.

Waaaaait a second! I don't think anybody expected THIS!




Pastor Anthony
March 7, 2007   10:44 AM PST
The beautiful thing is that just when you think that there is no way out of the prison of GUILT, God says there is a way out! I have the key to release you from your chains, if you choose to accept it.

What is that key? it is through His only Fathered son Jesus, who is the Christ and the key to your true freedom not just from guilt but also from shame and distress.
How is this possible you might ask this is just some religious junk.

The truth is never about religion and what we can do to free our selves. If it was all about that then we wouldn't even have guilt you could have taken care of it all by yourself already... The beautiful thing is it's all about relationship! Never religion the one who made you is the one who can and wants to fix you. Listen...God the Father sent His son to earth to die on a cross for me, you, and the world. So that all of our guilt (sin) could be placed on Him and just by excepting that God loved you so much that He took your guilt for you so you wouldn't have to suffer under its weight and pain. The Bible says it This way in the book of John Chp.3 verse 16 " "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. Imagine that God wants a relationship with you so much that He was willing to die for you so rather tan live without you. The proof of what God did for you was that Jesus after dieing on a cross( were all the sins of the world were placed on Him), being buried in a tomb for 3 days and then coming back to life as proof of what His father had done for everyone. But as I tell everyone don't take my word for it God Himself wants to answer any question you might have, if you truly want to know. The Bible says " in the book of Isaiah chp. 1 verse 18 ""Come now, let us reason together," says the Lord. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. He wants a relationship with YOU! You don't have to be in a church or a special place to talk to God. He wants you to turn away from your guilt and sins and turn to Him.

Let me show you a reason why we all need to turn to Him to have our guilt removed:
Answer these Questions:
1. Have you ever lied?
2. Have you ever stolen something? (size or precieved value does not matter)
3. Have you ever looked at someone with lust?

If your were like me you most likely said yes to all 3.

these 3 are just part of 10 laws God has to show us why we need Him they prove this one statement "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, romans 3:23. what this means is that without takeing the frre gift that God wants to give you, that Gift being the key that we talk about earlier which was His son Jesus. You will remain locked in your prision of Guilt (SIN) which will prevent you from having a relationship whith your heavenly father. Don't let the enemy (devil) trick you into thinking that you don't need God or His free gift. You will only become a pawn that the enemy wants to use to hurt Gods heart by getting you to go where only he is ment to be with his demons, A place that was NEVER designed for Gods Children. ""Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. " notice the Bible says prepared for the "devil" So take a moment ask yourself if you want to be set Free Today and for enternity or will you settle to be a pawn of the enemy and live out the rest of your life trapped behind the bars of GUILT and Shame (Sin). The choice is yours alone to make, I pray that you will choose wisely now that you have been given the option. I thought I found this site by mistake but now I know otherwise. If you would Like to know more about "The Gift" seend your e-mail address to eastgatechurch_hope@yahoo.com or www.crosswalk .com, "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. John 8:36

In His Service,
Pastor Anthony

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